Did you know that MY uncle commited suicide... yeah. And didja know that i couldn't cry at the spreading of his ashs.I tryed, sure. But i didn't know what was going on, i was younger. Do you know how bad a felt about not crying, do you know how bad a still feel. I rember that day very clearly. I rember my mom telling me the my uncle and shot him self under the chin while at work. He worked on roads..Paveing striping ect..right before work ended he killed him slef. He left his wife and two children.
Did you know that a few years later my boy cuzin went to juvie...for yelling "bomb on the bus" and the bus driver pulling over and freaking out and calling the cops. Did you know that my anut know has to work night AND day shifts and barely ever sees her kids they stay at her moms most days.
I never see them any more only on xmas. Before my uncle died i went over to there house all the time. Now i don't.
I have only told on person all this and that was Anya in 5th grade i keep this all in side.
So Eden next time you feel sad about your uncles death, just rember I know how you feel, and i can talk with you if you want to, or i can listen. But just know that i am hear for you and i know.
